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  PRAISE FOR

  “Terrific … wound tightly around an expert conspiracy plot and a bumpy convincing love story … Though Rites is not an overtly political novel, it would be insensitive to ignore the parallels between Amy’s travails and the quagmire in Iraq: This is a story about how to deal with perpetual war carried out unpredictably and unconventionally—how to survive, while keeping your sense of humor, when you’ve been targeted by an invisible enemy whose demands your pride will not permit you to meet. It’s very funny, also: After Amy almost drowns as a result of someone tampering with her life jacket, her head is ‘whirring’ so hard that you could ‘pour some rum in [her] skull’ and make daiquiris.”

  —New York Observer

  “As tension escalates, Peterfreund adds an appealing romance subplot…. The novel moves fast, packs some laughs and does its job as a light diversion.”

  —Publishers Weekly

  “Once again, Peterfreund mixes mystery, romance, and typical college high jinks…. It’s an ideal summer read—whether island bound or not.”

  —Booklist

  “Rites of Spring (Break) is an entertaining quick trip into college life at an elite university Classes, final papers, applications for grad school, secret societies—all this and the personal and secret society life of the main character are portrayed in clever, witty terms … the best of the series that includes Secret Society Girl and Under the Rose …. Amy is quirky and endearing…. The story has good pacing, consistent characters, and enough action to make things exciting.”

  —Romance Reviews Today

  PRAISE FOR

  “Deep within the Rose & Grave secret society at Eli University, the secrets even members aren’t privy to make Peterfreund’s second novel impossible to put down…. Peterfreund offers an intimate view of the modus operandi of a college society…. Readers will be absorbed by the juicy romance plots.”

  —Publishers Weekly

  “Diana Peterfreund has performed a minor miracle; she has created a sequel that works. The entire cast is back from Secret Society Girl, and boy, are they hiding some secrets…. Ms. Peterfreund has also managed to weave a very credible, complicated mystery into the plot, with more twists and turns than you would believe. Under the Rose is definitely worthy reading for this summer.”

  —Romance Reviews Today

  “Cross Dink Stover with Nancy Drew and Bridget Jones and you get Amy Haskel, the sarcastic senior at transparently disguised ‘Eli University’ who briskly narrates this winning mystery.”

  —Yale Alumni Magazine

  “Peterfreund pairs romance and suspense in a picaresque university setting with a few surprises thrown in for good measure. Readers who picked up the series debut will be excited to continue the adventures of Amy and her cohorts. The author doesn’t spend too much time rehashing the first book, but new readers will get swept up in the sexy story in no time.”

  —Booklist

  “Under the Rose is every bit as involving and hard-to-put-down as its predecessor—perhaps even more so…. If college life is a kegger, Peterfreund’s series is a cocktail in a sugar-rimmed martini glass, sophisticated and easily gulped but delivering a satisfying kick.”

  —Winston-Salem Journal

  PRAISE FOR

  “The action is undeniably juicy—from steamy make-out sessions with campus hotties to cloak-and-dagger initiations.”

  —The Washington Post

  “[A] tell-all book about secret societies at Ivy League schools … Think The Da Vinci Code meets Bridget Jones.”

  —Toledo Blade

  “Secret Society Girl succeeds…. Ms. Peterfreund’s descriptions of the ambitious Amy Haskel’s collegial life are both vivid and amusing.”

  —New York Observer

  “Cheerful, sensible, with just enough insider’s scoop to appeal to the conspiracy theorist in everyone … Readers will cheer on the not-so-underdog as she faces male alumni and finds that membership does indeed have privileges.”

  —Tampa Tribune

  “Thanks to a quirky, likable protagonist you’ll be rooting for long after you’ve turned the last page and a provocative blurring of fact and fiction, Secret Society Girl provides the perfect excuse to set aside your required reading this summer and bask in a few hours of collegiate nostalgia.”

  —Bookreporter.com

  “Fun to read—full of quirky characters and situations.”

  —Booklist

  “A frothy summer read for anyone interested in the collegiate antics of the secret rulers of the world.”

  —Bloomberg News

  “The plot is a winner.”

  —Kirkus Reviews

  “Secret Society Girl is a fun, breezy, beach-perfect diversion … unfailingly hip, with a myriad of cultural and intellectual references to everything from Eyes Wide Shut to Aristotle’s Poetics…. It will keep you entertained as you tag along on Amy’s adventure.”

  —Winston-Salem Journal

  “Secret Society Girl is a blast! Fun and witty, with an engaging theme, heartfelt situations, intriguing dialogue, and a cast of characters that you’ll be cheering for, it’s a story you won’t want to put down…. You won’t go wrong picking up a copy of this clever, imaginative story.”

  —TeensReadToo.com

  “Very smart … exceptionally well-structured. The author obviously knows her material. … Witty and suspenseful, Secret Society Girl is an original concept expertly executed.”

  —RomanceDivas.com

  Also by Diana Peterfreund

  SECRET SOCIETY GIRL

  UNDER THE ROSE

  RITES OF SPRING (BREAK)

  For Kerri

  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Other Books By This Author

  Dedication

  Chapter 1 - Pledges

  Chapter 2 - Concessions

  Chapter 3 - Stalkers

  Chapter 4 - New World Order

  Chapter 5 - Feudalism

  Chapter 6 - The Party

  Chapter 7 - Deliberations

  Chapter 8 - Filibuster

  Chapter 9 - Lovers and Other Strangers

  Chapter 10 - Bride of the Night

  Chapter 11 - Nevermore

  Chapter 12 - Goners

  Chapter 13 - Turncoat

  Chapter 14 - Diplomacy

  Chapter 15 - Pomp and Circumstances

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Copyright

  You’ve heard the legends, I’m sure. You arrived on this campus in a state of awe, of wonderment. Maybe you’re the latest in a long line of students bearing your family name to matriculate to our fine university. Maybe you’re a celebrity, or foreign royalty, or a sports star, or a genius at the near-lost art of lute playing. Maybe you’re a Westinghouse scholar, a national debate champion, or the valedictorian of an elite, East Coast boarding school where your name was on the register from the moment you were born. Or maybe you’re none of the above. Perhaps you’re just handy with the SATs, rocked grades nine through twelve, and charmed the heck out of the middle-aged lawyer who interviewed you one evening in his satellite office on behalf of his alma mater. Whatever way it happened, you ended up at Eli.

  And from the moment you stepped on campus, you heard about us.

  For all that we were secret, we remained one of the constants of your college career. You could hardly get to your freshman dorm without passing our tomb. And you wondered, even if you wouldn’t admit it to your roommates or your singing group friends or your lab partner, what it would be like to be one of us. What did we do in there, sequestered, sacrosanct, silent (except for the occasional scream)?

  You hoped someday you’d find out.

  The season is upon us on
ce more. We, the members of Rose & Grave D177, are graduating and are thusly charged with the tapping of new souls to fill our robes, to take up the torch of our traditions, to stand beside us as members of this illustrious, rarefied order. It is a lofty duty, and one that no man (or woman) should undertake lightly. We are the standard bearers of a new world order. We are the key to the life you’ve only imagined.

  You will be judged. Will you be found worthy?

  I’ve decided that life is a bit like a standardized test. Not putting down an answer because you fear it could be wrong will lower your overall score. Now, as many of my friends (and a few of my enemies) will tell you, I have a tendency to overanalyze. I’m aware of this characteristic within myself, and I do my level best to overcome it. As a result, I have occasionally been known to make snap decisions that, in retrospect, were probably mistakes.

  Then I remember what those nice folks at the Princeton Review told me, back when I was a green seventeen-year-old terrified I’d never get into college: Narrow down your options and make an educated guess.

  But be careful. You never know where that decision is going to take you.

  Almost a year ago, I accepted the tap from Rose & Grave, Eli University’s most powerful, exclusive, and notorious secret society. I knew my life would change. What I didn’t realize was how. I figured my induction into their order would net me some contacts in my preferred field, add extra oomph to my resume, and provide an insurance plan for the future that loomed just beyond my next set of final exams.

  What I didn’t expect was that it would open my eyes to a whole world of my own potential. I no longer even wanted the job I’d once hoped Rose & Grave would help me get. I also didn’t count on a host of new friends, some of whom I’d never dreamed of associating with before—a few of whom I’d actively disliked. I certainly never knew how much danger one little club membership could result in, though I’d spent the last year being threatened, thwarted, chased, conspired against, and even once—bizarrely—kidnapped.

  But most of all, I didn’t realize that the following March, I’d be sitting on a couch that looked like it had been fished out of the trash, staring at a guy I’d never even have looked twice at, and wondering if I dared answer the following:

  Amy Haskel, are you in love?

  A) Yes

  B) No

  C) Insufficient Data to Answer This Question

  Oh, hell, it’s C, which is why there was no way I was going to let our Spring Break fling end. He couldn’t do the secret hooking-up thing anymore? Fine. We’d try something new.

  “I’m really sick of secrets,” I said, and kissed him.

  Brilliant as Jamie Orcutt is, it took him several seconds to parse the meaning of my statement. When he did, the kiss turned from hesitant to heated in no time at all.

  Somehow we shifted from a relatively decent and G-rated side-to-side to something that rated the sort of parental supervision we had zero interest in at the moment. And, say what you will about how the couch looked, it certainly felt comfortable once I was sandwiched deeply between the cushions and Jamie. I clung to his shoulders as if I were drowning and he knotted his fists into my shirt, sliding the material away from my skin as his mouth moved south over my throat.

  “Ja …” I said on a sigh, and then, as his tongue flicked over my collarbone, “Puh …”

  He lifted his head. “You are never going to get it straight, are you?”

  “Unlikely.” I slid my hands down his back, to where his sweatshirt ended and his skin was bare. “It’s tough enough to even think of you as Jamie and not as—” Poe. I stopped myself in time to avoid the fine that punished us for using our society code names beyond the confines of the tomb.

  “This is troublesome,” he said. “But then again, that’s your society name.” He tapped my nose.

  Bugaboo. Yes, and he’d probably had a hand in choosing it, too, now that I thought about it. Malcolm wouldn’t have been so snarky on his own. “You want to know what’s even more troublesome?” I scooted up. “Our real names rhyme.”

  He chuckled. “Yeah, they do. I never thought of that.”

  “People are going to laugh whenever they say things like, ‘We should invite Amy and Jamie to the party next weekend’ or ‘Let’s go on a double date with Amy and Jamie.’”

  He frowned. “I’m now required to go on double dates with your friends? Maybe this isn’t such a good idea.”

  Especially since the majority of said friends had no particular love for him. “I’m just saying, ‘Amy and Jamie’ sounds a bit pathetic.”

  But he was smiling. “I was just thinking how nice it sounds.”

  I blushed, and just as quickly, the concerns started crowding into my head. What kind of person gets into a relationship less than two months before graduating from college? Was I mad? Jamie was in law school, here, at Eli, for the next two years. I had no idea where I’d be. When I left town at the end of May, there was no way our relationship would be ready for the long-distance thing (if it even lasted until then), and I had no intentions of sticking around New Haven for a boyfriend I’d just started dating. This was silly. I was setting myself up for an even worse heartbreak come commencement.

  “I should go,” I said.

  “What?” He shook his head in disbelief. “I don’t think so. You can’t just show up on my doorstep, drop this bombshell on me, then disappear.”

  “I have work to do …” I began vaguely.

  “You just got off a twenty-hour car trip.” He caught my hands in his. “You have relaxing to do.” His thumbs slid over the scabs on my wrists and we both winced. He looked down. “I’m glad I wasn’t there that night,” he said softly. “I don’t think I would have trusted myself.”

  “You? Mr. In-Control Poe?” Crap.

  He wagged his finger at me. “See? You can’t keep it straight. And yeah. I might have killed that kid.”

  “You wouldn’t have been alone.” Half my club had wanted to kill Darren Gehry for drugging me and dragging me off in a twisted, dangerous version of what the teenager had convinced himself was a society prank. I was the only person who understood that we might have been to blame for giving him that impression.1*

  My hands escaped Jamie’s and twisted around each other in my lap. He noticed, in the way he has of noticing everything.

  “Stay here for a while,” he said. “I’ll cook something for you and we can talk. You can ask me all those personal questions you’ve been so relentlessly curious about, and I can …” He trailed off.

  He could what? Give me a foot massage? Seduce me? Lecture me about the importance of tofu in cuisine? He knew everything about me already. He had exhaustively researched my past when they’d tapped me into Rose & Grave. Scary thought. I’d never before dated a guy who could name all my elementary school teachers, who knew every one of my worst fears and how best to exploit them.

  It’s kind of like dating your stalker.

  “We’re a little past first-date conversation where I’m concerned,” I said. Of course, back when he’d done all that research, he’d felt nothing for me but contempt. In Jamie’s opinion, I hadn’t been good enough for Rose & Grave. He’d changed his mind now, though. Right?

  He cupped my face in his hands and kissed me, and all my fears dissolved. “We’re a little past first dates, too.”

  After dinner, Jamie walked me back to the gates of Prescott College. I swiped my proximity card at the sensor and pulled open the door. “Well,” I said.

  He rested his hand on the bars. “Well.” A flash of memory: Jamie gripping these same bars last semester as we shouted at each other. I wouldn’t let him in, and I’d left that evening with George. George, with whom I’d been sleeping in a no-strings-attached affair that now seemed beyond alien. Who was that girl, Amy?

  “Come up for a minute,” I went on. “You’ve never seen my suite.”

  Here’s something new: When Jamie looks at me now, his eyes, those cold gray eyes of his, almost smile. I didn
’t know eyes could do that.

  We wandered through the courtyard, which remained mostly devoid of students. Spring Break had come to a shuddering stop as folks drifted back to campus. Some of the windows overlooking the courtyard were illuminated, but the suite I shared with Lydia remained dark.

  Jamie caught my hand as I crested the steps to my entryway and tugged me back into his arms.

  I laughed inside the kiss. “If this is supposed to demonstrate our new ability to kiss in public, you picked a pretty pathetic venue. No one’s here.”

  “Baby steps,” he said, as I unlocked the door to the entryway As I wrestled with the doorknob to our suite, he nibbled along the neckline of my shirt. I flicked on the lights to the common room, but Jamie showed no interest in our décor; he just pulled me onto his lap on the couch and started kissing me for real.